A Morning Surprise

I fall asleep last night after I asked "will we go tomorrow?" and I read "okay let's go on a vacation" in the dawn it woke me up. I was so happy and excited. I really thought he is a very nice guy that I won't ever let go.
I got up as soon as some plans popped up on my mind. I wondered we would do this and that. Oh how kind he was. I am blessed I have him.
Finished with my morning activity, I even did everything faster than usual. A lot of plans run on my head and made me wanted the time would run fast also.
7 a.m. I texted him, if he could see me he would see the sweetest morning smile ever, cause I smiled as bright as the sun this morning, I asked him "Where should we go today?"
one minute, two minutes, three minutes no reply.
awhile after that, after I dressed prettily, a text popped up on my cellphone. from him.
I opened and read it, he said "Sorry we can't go today, I am sick and my mom doesn't permit me"
surprised, confused, speechless, what should I say? what should I do?
I wished it just a joke but nope. He told it was real. He blamed me for everything happened and said he was disappointed with my words last night. He asked me to go with another people, even if with a guy he will permit me. He thought I am not understand him, I don't really love him as I said, I am not serious in this relationship. But all he thought of me was wrong.
I never mean it. I said everything honestly, as what I feel and what I want. I just want a holiday on a vacation or whatever it is. I just want to have fun with him, my only boy.
I don't mind if he tell me from the first time he can't go, whatever the reason is I will understand. I won't be angry, I won't hate him, and we wouldn't go through this part if he told me before.
But all he did is help me stepping on the staircase and push me down when I just need one step to get the top.
You know, it is so painful. It hurt me so much.
I would prefer to never take any step if I knew I will never get there.